Monday, February 28, 2011

Craving.

 I'm craving something just like THIS! Maybe I'll make one today, because my goodness it looks good. (:
So, as you probably already know... today is Monday which therefore, leads to Tuesday... Tuesday's are my worst days. School at 7:30AM until 1:00PM then I go to work until 10:30 ish. I think I might throw in the white flag for my job in Ogden, I mean I get paid way more at my other jobs. I really don't want to though. I love working there. Making decisions is the worst.
The other day I watched a little TV :O I know I was amazed I did too. But, it was Spongebob (with my nieces)... so it's okay. I think it's funny how I'd rather watch cartoons, and then my little nieces and I talk about them like there soap opera's. Haha. That day I took them to get frozen yogurt and we went to Wal mart to look at toys, oh and we went to Petco to see all the animals! We pretty much are hero's...
I'll tell you the story:
It was a day like any other day. We were at Grandma Pam's house (my mom) and we were very bored! Like so bored that we had to play on a exercise machine for entertainment... yeah lame I know. Anyway, we decided to drive to Wal mart and get treats. We ended up at Petco  to look at all the encaged animals. We were having a splendid time then we came to the turtles....................... there was a poor helpless turtle stuck in between the tank wall and a pipe in the tank. We freaked out, and we were looking all over the tank for information to see if they could breath under water, and then we came to the conclusion that they can't breath forever under water because the others were coming up for air... so we ran to a Petco worker and frantically told him the situation. He goes over to the tank and looks at the turtle and says, "Oh, he's not stuck." and removes the turtle. Then we were like, "No, I'm pretty sure he was stuck." and then he got defensive and was like, "No, he wasn't stuck see!" and then he proceeds to put the turtle back, and much to our amazement that turtle got wedged in between and couldn't move. Boys are so dumb! That's pretty much the moral to my story. (;
I really really really need to stop buying books. My stack just keeps getting bigger. I'm reading that top one though! I'm outraged, I still want to start a book club. Hopefully I can find a boyfriend that will want to with me! Or just anyone for that matter...
Today is going to be one long day. I have to do Microbiology homework. *****insert exasperated sigh*****************
Usually Sundays are boring, but last night was pretty darn fun. I needed to get out of town. (:

Here is one last picture. Hope everyone is making themselves a nice day! I know I am!!!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

I can't help myself...

Okay, It's Sunday and I'm BORED! You most likely are too.

I had to put this on here before I forgot. It makes me laugh, because the one on the right end is so me. People frequently mistake me for a pessimist sometimes, but I'm really just a realist! (;

Future.

I think I've made up my mind! I want to be a Nurse Anesthetist and maybe further my education and go for an Anesthesiologist. I also wanted to be a Pharmacist, but lets get real... me, sitting still behind a closed in box? Haha, yeah right. I need to be on the move and doing more things than dealing drugs(;  

 These are my adorable little nieces, they are really good at playing the Nintendo DS things. Puts me to shame. Hah, I REALLY need to visit them more!


 ... and what picture documentation is complete without a silly face one? (Sorry for the picture quality... that camera is having some serious personal problems and is not working to the best of its ability)

This weekend I went to lunch with a bunch of my family. Their crazy, it's so fun!

Oh, so here is me... here is me talking about myself. Haha, I realized that I never really introduced myself to everyone. I know there is a little side column, but that doesn't suffice. I'll try to stick to positive aspects...  But, here are some random factual facts about ME.
-I hate talking about myself, when I'm with friends or anyone it's a struggle to think of something to say about myself (I've noticed people LOVE to talk about themselves, it's not a bad thing though....)
-This blog has helped me a lot
-I love staying up late
-I love waking up early
-My family is honestly the best, they are amazing
-Learning is one of my hobbies
-I think listening to people is the only thing I'm actually good at... so if you need to talk, come to me!! (:
-Singing in the car is a must with me
-I'm very relaxed and easy going
-I make mistakes, but the thing is I actually learn from them
-My life is wonderful and I take it for granted
-Girls make me sick, they're so annoying
-I procrastinate, as you already know
-I'd rather drink water over anything else
-I'm standing tall at five foot one... sometimes five foot two (:
-I weigh 98 pounds sometimes 100.
-I love the color yellow and periwinkle
-I want to travel the world
-I will travel the world
-I'm adopted from North Korea.................NOT I'm from South :p hah
-I used to hate driving, but now I kind of enjoy it (when I'm by myself)
-When I see a baby, it makes me want to have one
-I think to much for my own good
-I wish I was pretty on a daily basis
-I want to be a Doctor, Nail Technician, Photographer, Pharmacy Technician, Interior Designer, Wedding Planner, and everything else in-between
-I'm scared of the dark
-I like to go running early in the morning and late at night when no one is around and I can sing while running hah
-I'm caring
-I'm a push over
-and... I really do get a long with everyone, and people love me. That sounds very cocky of me?! But, really I just have a personality that is chill and understanding and I never judge. Well, I do judge (everyone judges) haha, but not where it ruins a person for me. Does that make sense? :p Oh, and I'm super passive.

Friday, February 25, 2011

You want the truth? Well, here it is.

Eventually you forget it all. First you you forget everything you've learned- the dates of war and the Pythagorean Theorem. You especially forget everything you didn't really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers, and eventually you forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit and your best friends home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have listened to a million times, and eventually, but slowly, you forget the humiliations- even the ones that seemed indelible, just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not. Who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to the best college. Who threw the best parties. Who had the most friends. You forget all of them. Even the ones you said you love, and the ones you actually did. They're the last to go. Then once you've forgotten enough........ you love someone else.

Wow, two post in one day? I'm either:
A) Extremely bored
B) Have no life today
C) Sick of studying for Anthropology
D) A lot is on my mind
E) Weird
F) All of the above

..... Hm, I pick F! All of the above.



Picture this:
You're a bird... haha cope with me on this, I promise it is going somewhere. Okay, so you're a bird, you're  a bird that loves to fly, you have big plans to see the world and you think outside the box. You have potential. You surround yourself with birds, they are typical average birds, you surround yourself with birds that would rather swim.You hate swimming, but you will swim, not because you have to, but because you don't see the harm. These birds bring you down, they are birds that can't see past the end of their beak. You are meek and submissive. They are lowly and think high of themselves. You find out you're a dove. You find out they are ducks. In the end you comply and conform to be with the ducks. You're not unhappy, but you're always left with that what if?.... and you wake up feeling like you're missing something everyday for the rest of your life.

I have this crazy urge to go on a date! Not just any date, but a date where we dress super duper fancy and go to the movies, out to eat, mini golf, laser tag, fishing, ect. anything! All while in the good company of formal wear. Maybe formal wear from the DI haha. This Anthropology test is going to be the death of me... if I don't update my blog with in the week, then be worried. Be very worried!

My day, thus far...

It's only 10:00 in the AM, and I'm already in a ecstatic mood. I just got paid from all my jobs, and I went to look at my check stubs on line... to my surprise my work gave me a .50 cent raise. (: Woo. On top of my last raise! Whoever said money doesn't bring happiness must have been poor. Haha, I'm kidding. Today I'm going to study my behind off for my Mid-term Anthropology test. I'm surprisingly kind of nervous for it... :/

 I wish I never had to grow up. I mean, I like being independent! I rarely like when I can't do something myself. I just LOVE that carefree feeling you get when you don't have anything going on and you have control of what you do. I know I have control over if I go to work or school... but you know what I mean!!
As of right now I'm reading the book 1984. I'm not that far into it, but it has perplexed me already. But, lets get real, is it really that hard to perplex me? Ha
On a random side note; I'm so glad I haven't gotten sick once this year! I hate when people are sick, because they always say, "Oh, well I don't feel well enough to go out." or "I feel sick, and I can't go do that." Really? When I'm sick I never let that stop me from doing things... unless I'm throwing up and have a fever of 102.3 but that never happens... so a little runny nose and a headache doesn't stop me. I've come to  the conclusion that I don't need to take medicine for every little thing... even though I rarely ingest medicine.
Make yourself a good day!! Bye for now.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Mid-term

Finally, mid-term has finally abruptly arrived. I want this semester to be over. Not that I don't like my classes, but I just am to busy to study. 
Today could have gone better... but, hey at least I bore through it and here I am! All cozy in bed and listening to sweet tunes. 

 I have come to the heinous conclusion that we live in a dismal world. Yes, I'm sheltered and you probably are too. I wish I could prevent my family and friends from getting hurt. I just found out a friend of mine is going away for a month or so... he's such a astonishing person. He's the kind of person that is original and doesn't need a Facebook to be entertained. (or the stupid Facebook games... I won't get into that I hate that pointless stuff, oh wait! It's not pointless... you have important things to do, like harvest your cyber crops and plant your artificial seeds, LAME)
Things to be excited for:
-No work this weekend
-Party time
-Family time
-Going to Chilli's
-Moving out
-Three pay checks coming my way
I just want to note that I love my job, for future references... I love the residents! They are so hilarious (: I don't mean to get all churchy, but I ALWAYS think to myself that I hope I get to meet them when I'm in Heaven, and get to experience their full potential, and see them in their prime. This is assuming I'm going to Heaven, and we all know what assuming does... (; Phah
I want this swimming suit more than anything! Probably even more than that dang back pack... well, maybe! :p
Well, time to hit the sack. It's 12:30 AM and I have to get up at approximately 5:55AM. Oh joy.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Humor me.

Don't you just detest when you wake up, and you feel like  you're missing something... you diligently search and search. The searching proceeds to the next day and so on and so forth. I have this feeling constantly. Wish I could just find what I'm looking for.



 Today? Today has been an abnormal average day. I'm back to reality and to be brutally honest, I don't like  it.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Hm,

Well, I honestly would never get a tattoo! BUT, if I did decide to get one, then it would be something like this...
 I would never get it this big, and NEVER EVER on my arm! Haha

This one is my favorite! I just love owl feathers slash feathers.

This weekend has passed by way to fast): Next weekend thank goodness I don't work at all so I can do more things! Even though I still did a lot this weekend! (: So fun!!!
I'm kind of peeved that it snowed... ugh.
Sage, Jay, and I are going on a road trip soon! Hopefully!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get away from here.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

complacent-

During Anthropology today, I was surfing the web and ran into this beaut. It just screams KIM WESTOVER! So, I'm opting to spend 80 dollars for it. I can't stop looking at it, I think I have a problem guys :/ It's probably the pattern that is so captivating to me (;
Anyway, I went to the library today. Some people are so demented, I mean really! This lady was outraged that her books had fines on them! Haha, and then this other lady had a conversation on the phone as follows:
Lady: Yeah, I'm just here at the library studying. (Way loud voice)
Me: (thinking- Oh my heck someone shut this women up)
Lady: Blahhhhhh blah bbllahh, yeah I just have a headache and I can't seem to get over this cold.
Me: (thinking- I'm going to shove a book down her throat)
Lady: I'm just at the library, you don't have to go.
Me: (Thinking- Where is a blunt object? I'm going to go stab myself)
Lady: Well, alright I'll call you when I'm done. BYE
Me: (Dead from stabbing myself................................................... not really, but on the inside I died a little!)
My beautifully radiant Mother took me to a late lunch today. We went to Chuck-o-Rama. I used to despise all you can eat places, nothing ever seemed appealing to me, but now I stuff my face like no ones business!!!! Can I just state a fact? I LOVE old people.
Old Man: (Looking at the desserts)............
Me: There's so many, I think I'll take one of everything!
Old Man: Hahah, I know. Me too!!
Me: Ha, I think I'll take this one.
Old Man: (looking at this huge glass full of chocolate pudding) You think they made this for me?
Me: I don't know, but if you take it I wont rat ya out!
Old Man: Haha.
Me: I would take it if I were you! Hah

Midterm is approaching faster than I would like, but I guess I'll just go with the punches.
I'm going to own my next tests'.... hopefully!
I haven't studied like I once implied, but I will. Last week was just AWESOMELY fun! And if this weekend is as fun, well then I hate to inform you, but I probably wont study much...

PARENTAL DISCRETION ADVISED:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAV0XrbEwNc

Here is a couple things that have been happening in The Fabulous Life of Kim. Hahahahha
Made this collage.
Camera: I love photography
Snowflake: Mostly there because I love patterns designs
Books: I love to read
Peace Sign: I just needed something to fill in that corner. I hand cut that baby, it was a big magazine picture! I mostly just needed a design and I loved the image that is on it- of wild flowers over grown and a blue sky with a person. You can't see the person though.
Other Various Things: Just things I think are captivating.

Once upon a time I received a lanyard. It was from one of those recruiting booths at school (an Air force one). It wasn't the coolest lanyard and definitely not the best looking. But, regardless it got the job done! I was so sick of everyone asking me if I was in the Air force that I just made my own, and here it is. Equipped with detachable keys and quick release neck wrap. (:

This week holds some exciting things! I'm going to attempt to revive my baby.
I've been music less for approximately a year and a half. I dropped it one night and it's never been the same ever since. In fact, it doesn't work at all. But, my good friend is going to look at it! Woooo.
Anyone technology savvy? And willing to help a sista out? Feel free to help me. (: I have a feeling it wont be fixed anytime soon..

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

insomnia.

Why is it I can't sleep when I need to, and I sleep slash feel super sleepy when I shouldn't be... Ugh, my body is uber weird- yes, I just used the word UBER! :p
Well, I just got off work- it was alright tonight... went by slowly, but at least it's over!
This week has already flown by, jeesh I hope this weekend doesn't go by as fast.

I know i'm strange, but i'm going to make a flower like this! Haha, for why? Just because I can!
I think it would look cool if I used news paper.
ANYWAY, i'm so not in the mood to blog lately. I promise I will write a super long blog this weekend, if I get sometime... I'm always so busy I hate it, I just want a day to myself to be lazy and read.
If I didn't have to be up at 5:30 am tomorrow i'd write it tonight, but night.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Just another day..

Happy Valentine's Day. I'm just going to first start out and say that I had the best weekend ever! Gosh, I was always on the go, and I met a slew of new people.  (: Another cool thing is I'm making one hundred and fifty dollars for working five hours today. Woooo. I secretly wish I had someone to cuddle with and to call at night just to talk to them until I fall asleep, and to send cute texts to. I hate how some relationships are so needy though. Ugh. This weekend has been an eye opener for sure! Oh, for future reference do not go see Gnomeo and Juliet... It was kind of boring I thought it was going to be funnier, but I went into it with very high expectations. Haha.

This weekend had made me realize:
-I need to venture out more.
-I want to move away.
-Ice Cube concerts rock.
-Driving on the freeway for an hour and an half by yourself sucks.
-Driving on the freeway for an hour and an half is kind of therapeutic.
- Girls that are needy are stupid
-Girls that freak out over little things are even more stupid.

Hah, for the record- I did not buy myself a box of chocolates. :p

Friday, February 11, 2011

I'm ashamed...

Is it absolutely and ridiculously pathetic that I want to buy myself a box of chocolates for Valentine's Day? Is it even more pitiful that I probably will go buy myself a box of chocolates for Valentine's Day... *sigh*****************
On a brighter note... my Mom did buy me a box! But, I guess now I'll have two. Woooo. Now all I need is a box of tissue and a sweet sweet romantic movie! Just kidding!!!! (:
Hope everyone has a sweet Valentine's!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

One step forward, two steps back.


THE RULES OF BEING HUMAN ›

You will receive a body.  You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for as long as you live.  How you take care of it or fail to take care of it can make an enormous difference in the quality of your life.
You will learn lessons.  You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called Life.  Each day, you will be presented with opportunities to learn what you need to know.  The lessons presented are often completely different from those you think you need.
There are no mistakes, only lessons.  Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation.  You can learn as much from failure as you can from success. Maybe more.
A lesson is repeated until it is learned.  A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it.  When you have learned it (as evidenced by a change in your attitude and ultimately your behavior) then you can go on to the next lesson.
Learning lessons does not end.  There is no stage of life that does not contain some lessons.  As long as you live there will be something more to learn.
“There” is no better than “here”.  When your “there” has become a “here” you will simply discover another “there” that will again look better than your “here.” Don’t be fooled by believing that the unattainable is better than what you have.
Others are merely mirrors of you.  You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself.  When tempted to criticize others, ask yourself why you feel so strongly.
What you make of your life is up to you.  You have all the tools and resources you need.  What you create with those tools and resources is up to you.  Remember that through desire, goal setting and unflagging effort you can have anything you want. Persistence is the key to success.
The answers lie inside of you.  The solutions to all of life’s problems lie within your grasp.  All you need to do is ask, look, listen and trust yourself.



I took my Microbiology test today, it kicked my butt. I'm not going to do anything but study from now on! I feel like I have been slacking. I used to always read, and practice my grammar... now it seems like I never do that. I'm kind of tempted to just stop using my phone and just find myself. I'm guessing it would take about a month. I'm even thinking about taking a month off work to just find myself. I have well enough saved to spare a month. Maybe when it's warmer though... not much to do when it's below freezing. :/  Although, I am going to go for a jog here in a few seconds, I just need something to get my mind off things, and relax me, so I'm all in for the below freezing cold.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm becoming anti-social or maybe everyone is just annoying!
My favorite photographer wrote me back. His photography is so mesmerizing. He is living the life I envy! He travels around the world and captures unique photos. Love this guy.
Here is the conversation:



  1. Kim
    Feb 9 2011
    Scott,
    Your photography is breathtakingly memorizing. I love when I find photography that can truly capture the beauty that not everyone can see. I’m currently trying to save up for a nice camera, and you have inspired me even more to work towards my goal. I was speculating, do you ever allow internships to go with you on your trips?
    Sincerely, Kim

  2. scottstulberg
    Feb 9 2011
    Hi Kim,
    thanx so much for the cool note! and don’t forget…if you can’t get enough funds for a new camera…….there’ always robbing a bank…..or… printing out some dough on your Epson printer…….or…..
    hmmmmm>??? Monopoly money sometimes can fool the camera store employees…….
    and I did take a student with me to India and Burma a few years ago…. but now my girlfriend is my assistant…… soooooooo……..
    the rest as I say……. is history…..
    but I do hope you get that camera…and venture out into the beautiful world…….and capture as much as you can!!!
    that’s what I do……
    stay in touch…
    see ya Kim, Scott.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Dove

Sometimes all I can do is DAYDREAM

Is that a bad thing...?
Wish I was here!

Drinking this!

Okay, I admit... I've actually never personally drank Bubble Tea, but I hear only superb things about it. I've decided that I need a girls day out. Hanging out for me consist mostly of guys, correction- only guys. Not that I'm complaining, I'd much rather hang out with guys. Their so relaxed and down to earth. Girls are always fixing their hair, or trying to one up each other- it gets old. I can only personally handle a select few of girls... so if you are part of that select few, consider yourself lucky (;
Now, even though I hang with guys doesn't necessarily mean I'm a huge tom-boy... even though Sage did call me one, but he also said I was just the right balance. That I was down to do anything, get dirty, and listen to metal, but yet I liked to dress nice... hm.
I wouldn't consider myself high maintenance I just like wearing 150.00 jeans, and having nice things... seriously though I'm not high maintenance! Haha.
I had a whole list of things to write about today, but now that I'm actually blogging right now I can't think what I wanted to write about.
Mmm, well I'm going to go make these, and read a book.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Whaaa?

This makes me want to have children. Not right now! But, later down the road, much, much later! If my genes allow me to I want a baby with blue eyes and dark hair. Please genes, please!

 This is the cutest thing ever!



I was super chunky when I was a baby. Kind of embarrassing, it got to the point where people would ask my Mom if she was concerned I would turn out obese when I was older. Haha
Also, when my parents adopted me and my older brother, they asked if we would be able to speak Korean note: I was 5 months old when I was adopted... some people are so dume... hahah I'm kidding (: I know how to spell dumb! Night.

Obsession!

Ugh, I told you... I'm obsessed with this dang pattern! I really should be studying for my Microbiology test- that is this week. On a random tangent, I wish I could find a guy that can actually retain my attention for more than a couple of months. This game is getting really repetitious, and quite frankly I do NOT like it.  **Sigh*******************
Can it be Friday yet? Please? Wait, no... I don't want it to be Friday, because that is one day closer to Valentine's Day.... Oh please, a day set aside just to show you love someone? Shouldn't everyday be like that? Wait, I stand corrected, I think that would get very old, fast! But, I do believe people don't love enough. My number one answer whenever someone asks me how to have a good relationship is- Always have fun with one another, don't get sucked into regular things, and communicate.
I'm no love Doctor, but I've learned the hard way about things, and I observe people all the time. Creepy? Maybe a little! Haha

Sunday, February 6, 2011

4:00 AM...

I'm still wide awake and thriving. This weekend has been really grand. All I have to say is I want my wedding cake to look like this... but better looking of course (; haha. It's weird to think that I could be married... gosh, and that I could have kids'. I don't know how people get married this young. Props to them!


I'm pretty excited for Super Bowl Sunday! I'm planning on doing homework, cleaning, eating, and making sushi with some good friends. I found this way cute comforter and I think I may splurge and buy it, I mean for a Valentine's Day present for myself! I might as well buy it for me, because I don't have a "significant other" to buy for... right?

 I'm in love with it. Can you tell I'm a little obsessed with this pattern? Well, it's probably because I am, a lot. Oh, this week I earned a good chunk of money from working all my jobs! Wooo.
I think I'm developing arthritis, or maybe I'm just being a baby-that's a good possibility.
I hope everyone has a delightful Super Bowl Sunday! To be honest- I don't even know what teams are playing :/ ooops.

Friday, February 4, 2011

SCRUBS, SCRUBS, and... yeah, you guessed it

MORE SCRUBS!!
My life as of right now consists primarily of scrubs. I have officially started all my three jobs, and I actually love them all. They are enervating, but keep me out of trouble (;
I've worked everyday this week, and more to come. Let me just state that my pay checks' better be good, or else I quit all of them! Hah. I'm kidding!
All I really have to say is that I'm just thankful for such a wonderful life. I take a lot of things I have for granted, and I hope I can always take a second out of my hectic life and realize how good things actually are! Sometimes things are going so good that it makes me not want to move to St. George for school... I have three great jobs and hey, free rent (: On a side note- I need to get my behind in gear and enroll in Pharmacy Technician so I can pursue in that. I have so many things I want to accomplish.
-Pharmacy Technician
-Nurse Anesthetist
-Anesthesiologist
-Photography
-Sewing
-Nail Technician
-Perhaps minor in English
Gosh, there is a whole list that is perpetual.

I'm pretty enthralled by this suitcase? Chair? Suitcase chair?
Doesn't look very comfortable, but it sure is awesome!!
Well, I hope everyone has a beautiful day, I'm off to go run errands, and then homework.